I was feeling rather shitty today.
I have to prepare for the slide presentation for my business project in University Malaya.
Honestly I felt very disappointed with the group I was in. I might say I regretted joining this group instead of those from the same residential college as I.
I am angry and frustrated because most of the time, I have to f#!! do all the shits.
I really do appreciate those who do their part willingly and really, if not for them, I might just give up of the assignment and really, I don't mind not getting an A for it.
Sometimes it really make me wonder if these university students really deserve to be in. I mean they are not responsible, proactive and they don't give a shit to their own part for the assignment.
They want an A but seriously. they don't deserve one. At least for most of them.I'll tell you what I did for the entire project.
The initial plan was to call Big Apple and I did. Then there were some miscommunication between Big Apple and I, which is why the whole thing was postponed. While we were looking for other products for the project, none of them really give any promising or constructive ideas.
I managed to contact some people for Spritzer POP and all that I asked the Secretary was to type a letter. And guess what, she did not do it at all and then the time was not enough for her to type the simple letter. All she told me was I don't know. And to make it worse, she only tell me when the dateline is drawing closer like never before.
And she was like giving excuses about not able to do the business proposal because she need to type a one page letter. What a stupid ass!
I did the business proposal.
I help to get 51+ orders before the day itself. I am the one who call back Big Apple. I am the one who ask my friends for transportation. I am also the one who get the bicycle for our delivery services.
So tell me...what the shit that these university students are doing? besides wanting to get the "A" for themselves.
Firstly, most of them will not give any suggestions and when they did, they never try to come out with some solutions as well...only telling me problems and leaving it as it is.
And now I'm going to do the slide and the presentation with another 4 people.
Honestly, I really wonder if all these students only care for their own grades. Come on...if you're smart, you'll still get an A if you are darn busy.
And probably the fact was that they are not.
Next thing that I really wanna complain is that most of the UM idiots love to just leave the water tap running. Their behaviour ain't a reflection of an undergraduate, more like some nasty, selfish ass coming out to town.
And then there were these group of idiots who kept smoking.
I just felt that they didn't realized how much they are actually killing the environment with their stupid cigarettes.
Sometimes I wonder what kind of university is this, with such residents who only think about themselves. And we are not asking them to do anything extraordinary, only doing their small parts. I seriously am disappointed with my university life, although I must admit that there are some good friends in there as well.
Nevertheless, I really do believe that this kind of experience teach me more about the real world and how much it takes to make a difference in this upside down Earth.
I know that these posting is full of words that are not so civilized but I guess the frustration within me prompted me to write out this post.
I hope for those who read this post, you will also think about your part in this Earth and stop thinking about yourself. I am angry at some of them but I felt this posting help me release those anger and hopefully, I will be able to see them eye to eye the next time I see them in university.