July 15, 2009

When love must be painful

I had hear enough stories from my friends lately. About breakups and how unfair relationship is.
I believe you are probably one of those who had share these same struggles with your close friends.
I had my own share of stories and struggles.

Even as I am with YenLeng now, I must admit that love is not going to be easy. It cannot be simple.

The Curse of Love

It is funny how love can be,
Sometimes we love someone who no longer love us,
Sometimes there are those who continue to love us despite of our failure,
Love is a game that speaks in a language few can understand...

I, for one has found love,
But even with this love,
I know I did not escape the curse of love,
Because even as I embrace every moment of this love,
I wonder if this sacred love will hurt me,
Like how the first love that left me numb.

If you are afraid of the pain in love,
If you cannot handle the tears and hurt,
Then you cannot love,

If you have past loves that seem to leave you breathless,
Embrace those moment,
If you feel you are only merely existing and not living because of love,
Embrace the memories of the past,

Moving on will take you longer than finding another love,
Bumping into another love must be sacred,
If you want to win in this game of love,
Then you are not loving,
Yours are only lust,

Love means to cry for her,
Love means to care for her,
Love means to go the extra mile for her,
Love means to lose for her

Love is more a curse than a blessing.


I need to take a different perspective as I wrote this.
I no longer am someone who lost without loved ones.
I am happy with someone who love me and cares for me.
But in love, without sacrifice and selfless act, it means nothing.

This is a post dedicated to those who find love hurting and painful






July 12, 2009

Back into university

I'm back into university and I must admit that I'm learning to enjoy those time I have in there as well, thanks partly to the small community there.

Anyway this year was a bit more different as I'm taking subjects that are slightly more difficult than usual. Probably it is uncommon to hear that from me. After all, I've never said anything about difficult ever since I enter UM. (loL!! Not that I'm good either)

Well, I have tight schedule as my classes run from Monday to Thursday and I'm back to Ipoh on Thursday night. I managed to maintain that trademark...loL!!
I am going to gym to workout on Monday and Wednesday night. I'm planning for badminton games, jogging or learn up swimming on Tuesday and Thursday night. Of course, there must be time for me to watch downloaded movies with my friends in UM. Studies...erm....I'll do it here and there so no worries....hehe!!

For those who are in Ipoh, sorry for not spending the weekends that I'm back in Ipoh with you guys, particularly to Evon, Addie and some others.
I hope that you guys will give me some time to manage my time first ya? Hehe!! I'll need to spend my time with family, gf, studies, tuition and other stuff when I'm back in Ipoh. Anyway I'm ready to start the engine for my 2nd YEAR!!


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