It is Good Friday today and there ain't any plans for any celebration or anything since I am in KL, I just wanna reflect on what I call "second birth". Honestly, I still remember the first time I ever stepped into the church...it was for Easter celebration and Jian Yao invited me. Back then, the only purpose I went was for the food and the chicks.
But it was during that time that I met LiangHin and also heard about "Jesus". While the image of "Jesus" may have look different during the different phases that I went through, the first time was always the most meaningful.
And I owe it a lot to Jian Yao and LiangHin...one who bring me to CGBC for the first time and the other who has become the mentor for so many years. The days of being a mentee has long passed but truly, it was at that time that I start to be who I am today....
The road ahead is still long, and I have yet to reach the half of it...and I have already exhausted but these feelings, these thoughts, these reflections, these memories will teach me how to face the future.
It is indeed Good Friday and while God may be a term so "BIG" and filled with mystery, love has come to me at that time...thank you Jian Yao! and thank you Liang Hin!!
I am thinking about my university days as next week will be the last lecture week for me and graduation is really closer than I could imagine. My uni days were probably not as exciting and as interesting as other phase of my life but as I sit down tonight to recall on this journey in University Malaya, I believe this is the phase that I call "Grow Up".
There isn't anything spectacular to remember but I believe this was the phase I call grow up because this was the moment I left my comfort zone. No more mentor...no more people to talk to about my problems...most of the travellings throughout this period were on my own....financially, I need to start taking responsibility (and seriously, it was not easy and it is still not easy today)
I wrote this, with the fear of growing up and with the anticipation that I always have....
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There isn't anything spectacular to remember but I believe this was the phase I call grow up because this was the moment I left my comfort zone. No more mentor...no more people to talk to about my problems...most of the travellings throughout this period were on my own....financially, I need to start taking responsibility (and seriously, it was not easy and it is still not easy today)
Nothing seems to be right as I walk on to the next step,
It seems that "Growing Up" gives me another kind of nightmare,
Nothing seems to be the way it used to be,
"Growing Up" means taking responsibility,
I used to have someone watching over me,
But now that I "Grow Up", it's time for me to watch over someone else,
The moment of laughter,
The moment of joy,
The moment of pain, sorrow, and all other emotions...
I'll learn to embrace,
Maybe that is what "Growing Up" means,
and someday, in the process of "Growing Up",
I'll understand God's plan..
I wrote this, with the fear of growing up and with the anticipation that I always have....
I have got the iPhone 4 for about a month plus and so far, it's pretty good. Well, the phone definitely lack customization and is pretty much the same all the time, unlike the Android phones or the previously Windows Mobile.
Anyway, a friend of mine, BabaHo bought the Blackberry before I even had the iPhone for more than a month. And she's loving it from what I heard.
Then, just not long later, WeiHoong got himself the iPhone 4 as well. Honestly, it was pretty gay to be walking along with someone having the same phone as you but thank God iPhone is quite common so it ain't that bad.
After that, Tom bought the LG Optimus One for himself. Android phone and we even played with the phone a day before our Monte Carlo examination.
Then, just a day before the RM28 per month offer for the Dg Smart Plan over, Chin Sian followed suit by purchasing the HTC Desire HD.
Well, I guess we are all going to graduate soon and having the smartphone is definitely better. (ask those who bought them)
The GPS functionality (Wei Hoong and I use the Google Navigator only while Tom bought the reliable Papago) helps us in direction when we are lost.
Facebook addict (BabaHo, Wei Hoong and myself) could easily post update, comment on photos and play with our smartphone, checking out on the latest updates.
Then, there is the Foursquare frenzy...I still couldn't figure out how Wei Hoong could earn so much points despite him having much lesser badge and mayorship...Imagine checking in to a place and realizing that your buddy is just around the corner...the power of Foursquare!!
And what about blogging? I love it whenever some thoughts come across my mind and I could easily access to blogspot before the thought went missing...
Then we have the games....we were playing games, competing on the top scores...and of course, I'm proud to say I win WeiHoong...hahaha!!
What else? Free chat...that's where Whats App comes in...I love it everytime I use it to message with people like Addie, Evon and others...
Of course, there are more fun with the smartphones and I am sure Chin Sian will find out about it soon enough...so what are you waiting for?
Anyway, a friend of mine, BabaHo bought the Blackberry before I even had the iPhone for more than a month. And she's loving it from what I heard.
Then, just not long later, WeiHoong got himself the iPhone 4 as well. Honestly, it was pretty gay to be walking along with someone having the same phone as you but thank God iPhone is quite common so it ain't that bad.
After that, Tom bought the LG Optimus One for himself. Android phone and we even played with the phone a day before our Monte Carlo examination.
Then, just a day before the RM28 per month offer for the Dg Smart Plan over, Chin Sian followed suit by purchasing the HTC Desire HD.
Well, I guess we are all going to graduate soon and having the smartphone is definitely better. (ask those who bought them)
The GPS functionality (Wei Hoong and I use the Google Navigator only while Tom bought the reliable Papago) helps us in direction when we are lost.
Facebook addict (BabaHo, Wei Hoong and myself) could easily post update, comment on photos and play with our smartphone, checking out on the latest updates.
Then, there is the Foursquare frenzy...I still couldn't figure out how Wei Hoong could earn so much points despite him having much lesser badge and mayorship...Imagine checking in to a place and realizing that your buddy is just around the corner...the power of Foursquare!!
And what about blogging? I love it whenever some thoughts come across my mind and I could easily access to blogspot before the thought went missing...
Then we have the games....we were playing games, competing on the top scores...and of course, I'm proud to say I win WeiHoong...hahaha!!
What else? Free chat...that's where Whats App comes in...I love it everytime I use it to message with people like Addie, Evon and others...
Of course, there are more fun with the smartphones and I am sure Chin Sian will find out about it soon enough...so what are you waiting for?
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